Seconds Before I Sleep

What do you picture right before you close your eyes and go to sleep at night? Do you try to contemplate and reflect on what happened on that day? Do you think of your activities the next day? Do you think of nothing at all?

A man away from his wife and daughter like me (at least in a couple of months) think about the moment where they come along and live with you. This is probably going to be one of the most difficult months in my life. I am anxious, yes. I have expectations. Both anxiety and hope always accompany me, especially in those seconds before I go to sleep. I just hope that tomorrow morning, I'll wake up and still wake up to embrace my dream and the plan that I am developing.

Seconds before I sleep, so many fragments that are waiting to be structured in my mind. I am just a 25 year-old man trying to be the best creature I can be. Within those seconds before I sleep, everything flashes by, reminding me of how small I am, and how solitary I can be in my sleep. I am a fool that tries to relax and rest amidst my very hectic life... I breathe in the hope of really breathing...

Above all, I feel lucky because I am still given an opportunity to visualize whatever it may be, in my mind, in those seconds before I sleep...

Good Night!